YOUR VOICEThe daily struggle - rinse, repeat

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Hissed apologies, through gritted teeth

Bruised knuckles
Start to unclench the fist
Furious denials
Keep your distance
Words which cut too deep
Veils of threats
The masks of many faces
Are mine to keep

Furtive Glance
Mirror check
Do I look ‘ok’?
Press the creases
Will this do?
Count to three
Remember to breathe

We don’t talk to strangers
They will steal our souls
Crouching, hidden
Impending Armageddon
Anything for some realism
It’s fine, anyone will do
But excuse me man
Would you mind?
If I step forward
Then could you too?

Force quit
Restart
Switch on
Log in
Caps Lock King
Count to three
Remember to breathe

Yeah I know, I said I KNOW!
I get it my friend
I really do
But I can do without another talking to
The significance of this gesture
More important than you could know
A heavy cross to bear
Yes it’s true
Pack up now son
It’s time to go

Stifle deadly yawns
Make a mockery
Of easy targets
Water cooler
Hipster culture
Count to three
Remember to breathe

Dress me down, girl
Sure, please do
Just don’t build me up
It’s only half the bottle that I took
Weights and measures
All fucked up
Pencil marks are wearing thin
Charting the whereabouts
Of my next of kin

Push it down
Hold it firm
Choke the life
Feel it squirm
Let the light go
Count to three
Remember to breathe

What more do I need?
What else can I do?
The things I have forgotten
Offer next to no reprieve
Wash it down sister
It’s just a taste of courage
You’ll find it feels much easier
When the edges blur

Settle down now boy
You’ll have to toughen up
This world is no cosy ride
Will someone help me please
I think I took too much
My pockets weigh me down
I only meant to touch

Now she doesn’t answer
She can’t speak her mind
Too tight, too tight
Step off the chair
Leave that thought
Hanging there
Count to three
Remember to breathe

It’s all collapsing in now mother
I’m sorry I was bad
All I ever did was
Try and be a better dad
All of this was for nothing
Now it’s said and done
If only I could reach out further
Grasp that fragment

And

Remember how to breathe

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